Time Takes Its Toll On Us...

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 22:30:39 GMT

you have no idea.....

how i feel right now. these past five weeks have been the worst five weeks in the past year!

too bad youll never know how i actually feel....i just wish you would make up your mind about his whole thing!

Tue, 03 Apr 2007 01:37:26 GMT

it's okay if i hate you ...

even just a little...

this is how i have been feeling on the weekENDS...NOT DAYS BUT ENDS

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 20:51:12 GMT

ok so yesterday was an ok day but i will give you the run-down of how it went and why i have been feeling this way for quite some time now

FRIDAY:

1. GO TO UAB TO SEE WHERE THE EDU. BUILDING IS...
2. WATCH MOVIES...AT STAMATI'S HOUSE.

YESTERDAY AND LAST NIGHT(SATURDAY):

1. Went to take the ACT..it was alright...
2. Got out of the ACT went to Sherwin-Williams to see Stamati..and go take pictures with his mother
3. Started going to Stamati's mothers house...found out pictures were cancelled..turned around.
4. Stamati asks "What do you wanna do Babe??"
I reply.."umm...Let's go back to your house and watch a movie and then later on when we get hungry..go get som food!!!" ...(there is extreme excitement in my voice because it has been a very very very long time since stamati and i have done something like eat out just us...serioulsy(
5. We go back to Stamati's and watch a movie...there was no going out
6. Stamati says "I want to stay here with my family..and i have no money" ok you know explainable.
7. so we eat with Stamati's familly
8. WATCH YET ANOTHER MOVIE!!!!
9. I go home

THIS MORNING (SUNDAY):

1.I wake up early enough to go to mcdonalds...they are busy if I stop im gonna be late to work..so i dont
2. I am talking to Stamati and he is going to come up to Figaros later to see me and i dont think about it at the time....he is about to spend the money that *HE DOES NOT HAVE(refer to the quote above)...

i am tired of sitting at stamatis house and watching movies....that is ALL that we do...SERIOUSLY.....it does not make it enjoyable it does not make my week....it makes is horrible because we do that everyweekend....sit at his house and watch movies.......................................we does not spend money when we want to go out to eat...instead he buys he and bret pizza.......this is not brets fault......im sorry if i make it seem that way. I am tired of watching movies.....and sitting...i dont even want to go to the movie theatre....that is how bad i hate it now....

TONIGHT IS A GIRLS NIGHT I WILL BE ENJOYING A BALLET WITH ANNA AND MRS. B AND MOTHER.....

only god can take the lives of young ones

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 00:21:12 GMT

hannah yeager died this afternoon....after school
and krista vick in in the hospital...

and so is jake birdsong josh ankenshein and morgan williamson(all boys)

pray for them please!

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 18:38:15 GMT

i just want everyone to know that i am NOT a topic of conversation....this is extremely stupid and I'm pretty sure you guys just need to stop talking about it i am not a liar...i am not a whore...leave it alone.

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 04:08:17 GMT

i dont care about ovens and crap like that....african american women or what not i am not a whore....i love stamati hirras with all of my heart and i dont care who knows it....the past isnt a factor for whatever......nothing matters...just the present. that is it. i dont even know why people care soo much about one little thing that doesnt mean crap! and im pretty sure that you can bring those grades up its not that big of a deal. this is stupid anyway.

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 15:10:24 GMT

so im kind of dissapointed bc chelsea didnt get best in class...but we did get best iun class colour guard....... yay for them i guess..

i totally know who you are talking about whore. And no its not true.

but yeah.!

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 15:20:37 GMT

that hurt?!?!?!

this would be the perfect time to tell you i never did. never have. never will.

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 20:58:06 GMT

sooo i am supa excited right now...seniors just won the powderpuff game!!!

YAY!!!

umm..so i am going to frightfest....at six flags...if i have to go bymyself i am gonna be pissed!! but anyway friday is homecoming you guys should come out and show some love for the football players and the band...FIRDAY IS GONNA BE THE BEST DAY EVER!! JK I DONT ANYWAY I AM GONNA LOOK PRETTY GOOD FRIDAY AT SCHOOL SO WATCH FOR IT EVERYONE HAHAH JK..

soo yeah im gonna go now peace out homie!!

♥
sydee

IM NOT REALLY WANTING TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT I WISH MY EYES COULD NOT SEE YOU ANYMORE

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 05:58:35 GMT

tonight has been...shitty..

coMgratulations sydee...
youre dumb and i love how eneasy you get..i also love the fat that everyone around you....compelety makes fun of every single..step you mother fucking take....

i basically lost everything in one day...one freaking day....no..you probably dont know what the hell im talking aout btu i do and thats all that matters bc if you did youd probably make fun of me for it!!!

hmm...

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 02:46:22 GMT

oh the world and all of its wonders.....

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 14:24:18 GMT

noon ever updates anymore everyone is all on myspace.........................

oh well

:D

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 23:58:10 GMT

im gonna miss kia!!!!

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 05:00:38 GMT

sydneysaur and town meaty

ONLY DESTINATION IS TO DESTROY THE TOWN!!

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 14:53:14 GMT

so i can totally officially buy rated R movie tickets now.....yay!

anyways i am really excited about this hurricane thing ugh...that kinda sux what if we have another hurricane katrina incident.....SCARY?!....anyway i love you all boaishd aoud oadf peace out niggas!!!

&hearts;
sydee

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 14:54:45 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYDNEY!!!! :D

hmmm

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 05:09:31 GMT

I LOVE YOU STAMATI HIRRAS!!!

you know how we do

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 00:00:24 GMT

so i guess for real i am actually pissed this one time about it.....because i let things get to me...how pissed can one person get over this for real!!1 itll only be for like maybe and hour if im lucky and dont feel like that the whole time right? NO! itll be for ever, or it seems that way...im tired of that shit!

oh how youll never know...

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 22:34:55 GMT

soo i stayed up last night until like 1 in the freakin morning...i was talking to stamati...

i must say that in that conversation...our relationship got totally stronger....

i mean way stonger...

my new toy

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 15:11:01 GMT

isnt the world lovely......

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 17:33:18 GMT

so i am just plain old READY for this year to be over with all ready...damn it...

actually once i think about it i dont want it to be over with...

i have

pre-cal with ms. corker....i can already tell i am gonna ace that class...bc of her....
ummm i have earth science right now but monday it will be anatomy yesss...
photography...mr. beasley....hahhahhaha ;sledft aougf ; FUNNY MAN FUNNY FUNNY MAN.......
band----i love it this year and i am glad that i didnt quite...
ummm adv. english...mrs. garrett or whatever.....nice anna is in that class.....woo hoo..
economics..and government....anna is in that one too and a bunch of ppl i like and some that are different butthats okee...
and then spanish TWO..senorita hallman...funniest woman ever.....i love her...by the way .....mrs.copeland..my earth science teacher is dumb as shit.....serioulsy!!

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 02:31:16 GMT

SOO SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW......damn!

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 05:08:29 GMT

(already has happened and i am thankful for that) :D

(random)

(true besides stamati)

(my bestest friend in the world)

(yeah i took this...it sux)

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 19:36:11 GMT

so some people think their tuff eh?

[Aug. 3rd, 2006|01:21 am]

[	mood	\|	sleepy	]
[	music	\|	a fan	]

sydney
you need to get a life and quit bringing me up all the time. its pretty pathetic how you cant get over something that was months ago. youre stupid.
in the fine words of young joc "if you got a problem say it to my face, we can knuckle up anytime, anyplace"
i love young joc.
but forreal, you need to shut up.
thanks bitch :)

audrey wamsley..........youre lame

i dont bring you up...i refuse to bring someone as stupid as you up to anyone.....

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 05:09:54 GMT